1.15.2013

Friday, as if that matters

I paid the deposit on Nicholas' daycare yesterday without tears. The lack of tears may have been solely that the center is opening a brand new location a couple doors down from where they are now.  Preschool will stay in the old spot while the babies will be in the new. 

Jacob is going to start intramural soccer next week and he has been invited to start in some sort of special weekly class session for kids who done can write and read and problemsolving real goodlike.  I'm guessing it's a gifted program that isn't labeling itself as such.  I have mixed feelings.  Of course I'm proud, but as a product of Public School Gifted Programs, I often feel like I should be really clever and quick and smart and witty and knowledgeable and outside the box about everything but I'm not so sure that is true.  I think Talented And Gifted and whatever it was that it called itself in the later years (see? I can't even remember) gave me a complex that I wasn't as TAGgy as the other kids. Or maybe the complex was already there and TAG was not to blame at all. I'm not sure where most of those other kids ended up, but the ones I do know of landed in computer and science careers.  I don't even know what defragging means and while we base a lot of what we do and teach at work on Real! Live! Science! I wouldn't be able to say I was a scientist.

A social scientist, maybe.  Real scientists LOVE when you say you're a social scientist.  Like when a medical doctor finds out that your Dr title comes from studying Contemporary English Literature.

That's why I like that I work for a Public Health agency, not a Social Work agency.  Sounds more sciencey.  Makes me feel smarter.

Being home all day makes me feel dumb. 

And it makes me realize that my cats aren't these sweet little babies they seem to be after 5pm.  They are brutal savages that go places they aren't allowed to go during non-business hours.  I'm starting not to love them so much.

4 comments:

noexcuses said...

Love the cat references! Two of my four were TAG candidates, but only one actually went. She has no interest in science, except for her imaginary science friend whom she credits for all of her "bad" information. But the creativity of this girl, and the capacity to think twice as fast as the normal human, blows me away!

You are doing great, Lora, as heartwrenching as it is, know that you are making a difference in the lives of your beautiful children, as well as everyone with whom you come in contact during "business hours."

Evolutionary Revolutionary said...

Cats are savage, aren't they??

A lot of French people are scientists for some reason and they all come here to work. I know quite a few and it's definitely weird to me.

I was in the EEE program in one of my schools. I could read at an 8th grade level in the 2nd grade. All that happened from EEE is that kids disliked me for getting out of regular classes. (It's okay, I still love books.)

Shan G said...

When I was in school, it was called the GATE Program (Gifted and Talented Education). In elementary, the only thing we got as GATE program was use of the school's only computer 3 times a week (there were only two of us). WOOT.

It was DOS based, so I learned to make one phrase repeat a million times down the screen quickly. Said phrases were usually laced with expletives. I was smart, I wasn't a full-on nerd/geek.

And yes, cats are evil buggers. Unfortunately, they're cute as hell. I guess it evens out.

We feed a few stray cats that love our backyard. We've named them and they're cool to play with a couple of times a day. And seriously bitchy when you haven't fed them yet. LOL

Yesterday and this morning, I got to witness Mama T turn into a slut. Apparently she's in heat and not only did she get down low, stick her ass up in the air and let the Persian have at her, but this morning she did the same thing to one of the strays in her group. I actually thing she's his mama, so kind of gross.

Any child born in my house the last two days would have the Indian name Two Cats F*cking. (Remember the old joke "so, two dogs f*cking, why do you ask"? :D)

Us smarties sure know how to class up the place, eh?

Swedish Skier said...

I can't believe how much less I love my dog since having kids. Poor dog.